Hey, I don't think most people even know I have this blog still and it has been a minute since I've used it to post anything substantial.
I wanted to remind myself that I'm not really good when it comes to relationships or being mindful of other peoples feelings. It's not that I don't care about how they feel, it's just that usually the way I perceive something might be different than them. For example if I find something funny, they might find it rude or mean. Which has lead me to precarious scenarios before, and once again here.
There's a lot I want to talk about but then again I don't really want to. So I'll just leave it at this; I am scared of the way I feel and what might happen in the future but I am optimistic about it.